From Ipoh with love...

It's nearly 3pm. And i'm logging in from the cybercafe.

I'm good here. Enjoying myself. Getting to know the family. And spending time with him.

But i got to go now.


See you in May.


Take care now, people.

Walking away...

Finally. After the long days, and sometimes evenings. After facing those greying walls and furnitures. I'm finally walking out of my 7-year-old job. Finally! This had come when i least expected it. When i had nearly give up of ever changing to another job. When the opportunity came knocking. Finally, a way to bail me out. To a new job. New environment. New people.

But still, i'm leaving with a heavy heart too. It's not easy. Being at a place for 7 years and now moving on. I'll have to adjust all over again. And i'll certainly miss my colleagues whom some had became real friends over the years.


Tomorrow is my last day at work. And in the evening, i'll be leaving. Making my way up west(?). Nak pi utara naa, heh.


So i'll talk to you in May then?

Maybe...

Soalan yang ada kat minda. Tapi mungkin tak sampai nak tanya kat mak tu kot, heh.

1 Esok2 orang dah duduk jauh, mak teringat/rindu tak orang?

2 Mak masak sedap2 macam mak selalu masak untuk abang tak, masa orang datang menziarah nanti?

3 Kalau lama orang tak jenguk mak, mak datang tak jenguk orang? Macam mak jenguk cucu mak sekarang ni.


Rasa2nya dah boleh agak jawapannya. Tapi, kita tengoklah macamana nanti kan.

*sigh*

Pernahkah kau bermimpi...

I'm no fan of her. Neither do i really care who is she getting married with; Datuk K or the 'abang angkat'. But this song; as she claims tell her own love story.

And the lyrics, hear them.

Click, click...

These are available on the ebay.

Care to bid?

Tensen!

1 Planning a wedding is no big joke! Itu nak fikir, ini nak fikir. Isk!

2 Orang tua tu dah bising minta duit belanja hangus. Adehh, sabar ler mak oii, baru April nie!

3 Sekarang kena jaga dua hati lak; mak sendiri ngan mak sebelah sana plak._{Sket2 je warning,"dia dah ok tu. Janganlah buat pasal."} Hati aku siapa nak jaga? Hmm..

4 Kena jadi perfect all the time. Tak boleh buat silap sikit. Kena jadi serupa 'malaikat' all the time.

5 Kita nak buat majlis ikut cara kita, budget kita. Orang tua ni plak nak ikut lagu dia plak. Siapa yang nak kawin ni?? Kalau ikut cara dia sebab nak jaga hati dia, esok2 lepas kawin siapa plak nak menjawabnya bila soru asyik miss je?

6 Di 'kejar' pemiutang, huhu..

7 Kena selalu fikirkan orang lain. Kena selalu dulukan orang lain. Sampai hati sendiri terkorban, isk..

8 Kerja kat ofis berlambak2 plak sejak 2menjak ni. Wey, aku nak berenti dah ni!

Tensen, tensen!

I wish you enough

I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how gray the day may appear.

I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more.

I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting.

I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest of joys in life may appear
bigger.

I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.

I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.

I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye.

Note: Forwarded email from her.

Nie lah dia manusia...

Kita nak senangkan hidup dia. Tapi credibility and judgement kita pulak yang di persoalkan. Hampeh!

Aku boleh biarkan je kalau aku nak. Aku peduli apa pun, aku pun dah tak lama je kat sini. Apa yang jadi kat sini lepas nie bukan masalah aku pun. Lantaklah! Tapi aku kesiankan kau, yang nanti terkene effects resignation aku nie. And i'm trying to save you. Tapi, aku yang dapat? Aku pulak yang kena soalkan sapa aku and my rights to make decision. Haa, lepas nie jangan marahlah kalau aku lepas tangan ok?!

Heh. Silap aku juga. *Selalu sangat nak jadi hero, isk!

Sorrylah, the harm is done. Takde masa aku nak bergelak ketawa dah. Lepas nie, pandai2 kaulah!


*as claim by someone - "selalu sangat nak jadi hero," his exact words.


p/s: Hari nie hari kene marah2, kene perli2. Eh korang, it's Monday on my side of the world too. Ok?!

It being a Monday;

So please:

1) Listen and understand when i talked. If you are talking while i'm talking, who'll listen?

2) Don't ask stupid question. That's why it is important that you listen while i talked.

3) Don't ask question that is difficult to comprehend. Let me remind you again - It's a Monday! Keep your difficult questions for some other day.

4) Don't ask me for the previous week's things/task. I have forgotten them over the weekend. Please help to refresh my memory again. And in simple english,layman terms please.


It's Monday, don't bother me.

Chock-a-block

It's already Monday. And my eyes are hurting from lack of sleep.

This is what happened when you are deprived of sleep for a few days; my sleeping patterns over the weekend (my weekend started a day earlier with Friday being a public holiday - Good Friday):

Thurs night - make my way through the heavy traffic (human and car) Sleep at only around 5am.

Friday morning - woke up at 10am. Rush back across the Causeway around mid-afternoon. Got caught in traffic again. Was home at 8pm. Dinner,laundry and luggage-packing (for another overnight trip) till 1.30am

Saturday - woke up at 5.45am. Leave home at 6.45am for Malacca. Reached Malacca at 12pm. Sleep was around midnite.

Sunday - being woken up at 6am (by my mom, huhu..) for Subuh and breakfast. Leave Malacca at 2.30pm Reached here at 8pm. Sleep was around midnite too.


So tell me, was i deprived of proper (read:beauty) sleep? Heh.

Have a great Monday!

Note: There's pictures but later...

To the moon and back

Busy weekend. With overnight trips. Got back late from an overnight trip. And now, to another overnight trip early tomorrow morning.

So i'll talk to you when these dust have settle?

p/s: Was flipping through my passport pages during the long wait at the immigration. When it strucked me; the passport had went thru alot. With me. Those date stamps tell a thousand stories. Those time when i was madly in love and could never bear the distance apart. Those late departures and early arrivals. The frequent trips made to save a breaking-down relationship. The heartbreak. The meet. Which turned out to be The One (insyallah) afterall. The mad rush across the immigration. The long, longing wait. And who can forget The Trip to down-under.

The passport was there. For those bitter and sweet memories.


Heh, weird me being melancholic over a passport. I need sleep. Got a long trip to make tomorrow.


p/p/s: To YOU . Who got your heart stuck in the throat. Heh. Just hold on. Keep yourself busy. And let time be the best healer (but it hurts like hell, didn't it? *hugs*)

Hidup sebumbung

Sorang ni, cepat benar marahnya. Sekelip mata je, boleh naik angin. Tapi cepat jugak redanya. Sekelip mata gaklah, dia ok dah.

Yang sorang ni pulak, susah betul nak marah. Macam tak reti nak marah-marah pun ada jugak. Tapi kalau dah marah. Pendek kata satu sen pun tak guna, heh. Susah nak reda. Boleh sampai 1-2 hari simpan amarah tu.


Heh. Boleh ke nak duduk sebumbung ni?


Opposites attract?

Hmm.

It's been awhile..

A week at least eh. So here's a filler to fill those empty white spaces, heh.

1 How many total songs?

370 songs (1.60GB) or 1 day. There used to be lot more before the laptop crashed on me, huhu...

2 Sort by song title - first and last?
First: 1985, Bowling For Soup
Last: You Were Meant For Me, Jewel

3 Sort by time - shortest and longest?

Shortest: L.O.V.E, Ashlee Simpson (1:30)
Longest: Pardes;Instrumental (7:33)

4 Sort by Album - first and last?

First: 1985, Bowling for Soup
Last: Wildflower, Sheryl Crow


5 Sort by Artist - first and last?

First: 3 Doors Down
Last: Ziana Zain (huhu..)


6 Top five played songs?

1 Drop It On Me, Ricky Martin Feat Daddy Yankee
2 Siapa Diriku Di Hatimu, Hetty Sarlene
3 Ho Gaya Hai Tujhko To Pyar Sajna(Dilwale Dulhania Le Jayenge) (hahah..)
4 Mungkir Bahagia, Hazami
5 Sway, The Pussycat Dolls


Find the following words. How many songs show up?

Sex: 1
Death: 1
Love: 12
You: 46
Home: 3
Boy: 12
Girl: 9


Not tagging anyone. Do it if you feel like it...

Link

This is love II...

This is certainly love, heh!

Welcome...

Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life; you made it this far
Welcome, you got to believe
That right here, right now
You're exactly where you're supposed to be
Welcome to wherever you are


Everyone's a miracle in their own way
Just listen to yourself, not what other people say

When it's seems you're lost, alone and feeling down
Remember everybody's different; just take a look around



When you want to give up and your heart's about to break
Remember that you're perfect; God makes no mistakes

- 'Welcome To Wherever You Are', Bon Jovi

This is love I...

Ada yang hilang,
ketika kau hilang;
hatiku, jiwaku...

Ada yang pergi,
ketika kau pergi;
senyumku, tawaku...

Hidupku ikut hilang bersamamu...
Cintaku pergi bersamamu...

Sementara aku masih lagi di sini...

Good Is Good

One word to describe this week that will end in says 3 hours time; -'Phowarrrrr...Hold on tight, babe!" (but come to think, that's err 5 words already, heh.) What had happened this week:

1 Faced the money crisis.

2 Landed the job that i have wanted so much after attending the interview. Alhamdulillah!

3 Submit The Letter.

4 Workwise; financial year 2006 finally come to a close. Pheww!!

5 1st April 2006; no,no it's not April Fool. But the date to mark a new chapter in my life. Moving on to another stage.

5 things happening. Throughout the week. With all kind of flavored-feelings. My heart can just take so much.

As for this new chapter, it comes tagged along with a long list of To-Do. A whole new effort also have to be make.

I'm still adjusting. And this real thing around my right finger...it will also take a while to adjust to it. It still feels so brand new.

Right now, all i feel is gladness and happiness. I'm so blessed.

Alhamdulillah.


p/s: Got to catch up with my much-needed sleep. With those late-nights walks and talks, all i want now is sleep.

Goodnite now...