Good things comes in pair

Or did they come in small packages eh? Huhu. Nevermind that, but this good thing is something i've been looking for a very, very long time. 6 years, to be precise.

At long last, here i'm today. Writing The Resignation Letter. Yes, i'm resigning. After 6 long years. After losing my love and interest for this job. It's like being in a marriage that you can't get out. So you just trudge along. So when a good opportunity comes knocking, i never want to lose even a minute.

Yes, i can't deny. This job teaches me alot. About people. Office politics. And about people. Yes, i certainly learn alot about them. So now, it's for me to move on. To find new 'love.' Heh.

So that's a first; a new job offer.

The 2nd one; err..i prefer to keep it to myself (and maybe a close fren) for now. You'll know when you know eh.. *smile*

So The Letter is saved and done.


Tomorrow, hopefully will be a new day.


Insyallah.

Life goes on

I'll get over this. The rough patch.

Friends had come forward. And i appreciated it. Very much.

I have make promises. And thy i will honor.


Thanks again. I could never thank you enough. You know who you are.


May Allah bless you and your family.

Jeritan Jiwa: Lagu

His;





Situs Digital Fhoto Jeritan Jiwa

err..

We are on the floating sphere, looking down. There are other menaced-looking spheres floating all around us too. Gandalf was looking at me; as if signalling me to begin the attack on those speheres.

I suddenly jumped down, falling through the space fast. Quickly, i spurt 'web-like-thingy' (like those spurned by Spiderman) to kill those spheres. At this moment, i realised that i had fumbled. I should have killed those menaced-looking spheres first before jumping down. Now, i must rush against time to kill those spheres before i fell down to my death.


And then i woke up.

Heh. That was a dream i had 2 nights ago. And still it remain so vivid in my mind.


So how's that? Final Fantasy + Lord of the Rings with a dose of Spiderman?

Hear me; yet another appeal

I'm making another plea, following my earlier 'Help Needed' entry. I also again repeat that this is a loan. Every single cents will be paid back. Either in lump sum or instalment.

I need help. And this is for real. One or two had come forward offering their help. But nothing had materialised yet.

Therefore, again i plea. Help in any amount is most appreciated. You can either transfer the funds directly to my account as below:

Noor Ani Binte Mohd Jadi (S'pore)
Development Bank of Singapore A/C: 017-005355-1 (Savings Plus)

Or you might find it's more convenient to transfer to her account instead:

Siti Sabariah Binti Yaakob (M'sia)
Bumiputra Commerce Bank A/C: 0809-0018590-52-3 (Savings)


Some might also question me what call for such urgency and desperate plea. Contact me either thru Y!M (kiezamy) or thru email at kiezamy@gmail.com and i will provide you with the details of the plight i'm in.

Another entry here was put up at her's too. Time is running out. Again, i appeal for help.

Please. Help me.

Help Needed.

In need. Of SGD500. Nothing more. SGD500, that's it. Will pay ASAP (either in lump sum or instalment. But will surely pay).

Please help. Help in any amount is most appreciated.

And please direct the funds to:

Noor Ani Binte Mohd Jadi
Development Bank of Singapore A/C: 017-005355-1 (Savings Plus)

Or if you find it cumbersome to wire the funds to my SGD account, you can transfer the funds to her instead:

Siti Sabariah Binti Yaakob
Bumiputra Commerce Bank A/C: 0809-0018590-52-3 (Savings)

Again, i plead for your charity. By 26th March 2006.

Your help will be greatly appreciated. Again i repeat, this is a loan. And will be surely paid back.

You can also contact me/leave details at Y!M as stated in this blog. Or email me at kiezamy@gmail.com


Thank You. May Allah bless you in helping me getting through these hard times.


p/s:Desperate help call for desperate action.

p/s/s: What was i thinking putting up this post, heh. But again, desperate help call for desperate action.

To: Pink Stilletto

Here's Chris Daughtry's Walk The Line for you, enjoyss! :D

Bila susah...

Rasa sunyi sangat dunia nie...


*sigh*

Jeritan Jiwa: Lagu

Another 2 contribution for Digital Fhoto Jeritan Jiwa;

Enjoyssss!

Finally. I'm able to, dengan jayanya put up songs here. Heh. Thanks to her.

So enjoysssssss!! :D

p/s: Here's a video to go with it. I love his hair!!

Kepala ku sakit...

Mengenangkan...

1 Boss yang main paksa-paksa. Bila dia rasa macam she's fighting a losing war je, dia rope in the Director. Kalahlah kita kerani-kerani cabuk ni; dah tak boleh bersuara! So kenalah paksa pegi Retreat tu walaupun kerja berlambak-lambak. Bluerghh!

2 Kerani sorang nie. Form tak lengkap, submit kat gue. When was query about the missing information, dia boleh suruh aku pulak tolong cari information tu. Ek!

3 Manager yang sorang nie. Aksen pandai. Gue dapat instruction tukar address je, dia mandai2 lak nak suruh tukar nama vendor. Lerr..

4 Kena jadi problem solver. Senang je kan.


Isk!

Balik lagi bagus. Kasi sejuk ini kepala...

Sometimes we wish...

Let's run away
Name a place
Where the air tastes like rain
And the sun shines like Sunday morning

We won't leave till sand's in everything and
Hearts are full of breeze
And we've caught up on our daydreaming

- Fall In Love With Me, Ashlee Simpson

Sometimes, when everything just seems too much, you wish you could get away. To a place where the air tastes like rain and the sun shines like Sunday morning. Sometimes, we wish...


_{p/s:Lama tak update ek. Not that because i'm in a relationship (refer to previous post). Tapi memang in a relationship-lah pun. Huhu...but i'm busy with lots of things. Work, personal. It just get too hectic these days. So expect irregular updates eh..}

Love is in the air...

She had said it. He said it too. And now he said,"People in a relationship blog less or not at all."

And all these made me realised. I didn't write as much as i used to back then. When i was in a non-existant relationship. When i was nursing a broken-heart. But now, the entries are becoming less frequent. Like she claimed:

bayah (3/8/2006 3:41:33 PM): ahahaha...ek? i actually rasa the updates not as often...tp once updated, banyak entries (eh tu mcm gue gak :P )


So maybe i can also safely claimed that bloggers in love have nothing much to blog anymore? Or are we holding back too much (banyak kene sensored kot, huhu..)? Heh. You decide.

Jeritan Jiwa: Lagu

Beautiful...

For more:

Citigems
Habib
Tiffany

Aren't they? You'll be spoilt for choices!

That time...

He talked about the 80's babies. About He-Man, Woody Woodpecker, Michael Jackson. Not sure if it's only me. But for those who love to write in those days would put together songs' name and walla! Make them into a poem..err, or some sort of it.

Here's mine, way back then in 1992(when i was err..14,heh.):

Kasih,

Ingin ku lafazkan padamu
Perasaan ku ketika ini
Namun, bibirku terasa amat berat
Kerana keyakinan dalam diriku yang ternyata amat rapuh
Sepanjang Malam Keresahan
Sukar bagiku untuk menjemput mimpi
Ku teruskan juga menulis Surat Rindu ku untukmu
Kerana sesungguhnya Penantian bagiku itu amat menyiksakan

Yang Terjadi Kan Tetap Terjadi
Itulah kenyataannya
Kau menerimaku
Kebahagiaan menyelubungiku di ketika itu
Membawaku ke Mega Cinta II


Kasih,

Marilah kita bersama Langkah Seiringanmenuju ke Pintu Kasihmu
Memadu kasih Di Mahligai Rindu


Sayang,

Hanya Padamu
Ku ucapkan kasih dan cintaku
Kau Yang Satu dan Engkau Tetap Satu di dalam jiwa dan sanubariku
Cahaya Kekasih ku menyinari penghidupanku hari demi hari

Namun, Takdir Dan Waktu telah menentukan segalanya
Kau Pergi ketika ku sedang Asyik membina Istana Pasir cinta kita

Setelah Aku Kau Miliki, ternyata kau hanyalah Bayangan Gurauan yang hadir dalam Kesamaran
Kehadiranmu di sisiku Umpama Mimpi Dalam Mimpi

Kini, ku hanya sendirian meLayar Impian ku di Antara Sutra Dan Bulan
Kau hanyalah penulis Madah Berhelah
Yang akhirnya menusuk Sembilu di hatiku
Fantasia Musim Cinta kita berakhir sudah


Ku sedari kini,
Di Sebalik Keghaiban Kasihmu,
Tersembunyi Derita yang ku tanggung kini (amat menyiksakan)


Kasih,
Nyata ku terlontar Di Alam Fana Cintamu
Di Antara Kabus Dan Sirna, ku Sesat Dalam Rindu
Aku mengerti kita hanyalah Insan biasa

Titisan airmata menjadi teman setiaku pabila mentari mula terbenam
Di sini ku berdiri Di Halaman Dewimenyaksikan Persandigan Abadi cinta kita yang hancur
Meruntuhkan Mahligai Syahdu cintaku


Kasih,

Sedarikah kau bahawa di saat ini, ku Terkunci Dalam Sengsara
Meratapi pemergianmu
Menangisi kehancuran Cinta Abadi yang sering ku impikan
Intanku Untuk Siapa setelah kau pergi meninggalkanku,
terkapai-kapai keseorangan
Tenggelam dalam lautan cinta dan kekecewaanku
Cinta Sedingin Bayu ini telah membakar perasaan cintaku


Kasih,

Coretanku hanya Dari Kekasih Kepada Kekasih
Biarlah C.T. Cinta Kenangan Silam ini
Menjadi Rahsia Pohon Cemara
Yangkan tetap bersemadi
Walaupun ku masih belum mengerti pemergianmu itu

Ataukah cinta kita ini hanya tinggal Kenangan Di Taman Cinta
Sampai Hati kau meninggalkanku
Mungkinkah, Kau Yang Tak Mengerti atau aku...?


Namun,
Ketahuilah kasih,
Kau tetap Puteri Nastasea yang bersemadi di singgahsana hatiku,


Walaupun kasih,
Aku pernah kau kecewakan...


4 Disember 1992

I could still recognise some the songs; Shima, Ziana, XPDC,Damasutra, Mega, Qiara, Wow and even Menara. But the rest, clueless. Maybe you still remember them?

7even...

My Seven Deadly Sins

Now:

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Very Low
Sloth:	Medium
Envy:	Very Low
Lust:	Low
Pride:	High

In 5 years':

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Very Low
Sloth:	Medium
Envy:	Very Low
Lust:	Low
Pride:	Medium

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

No diff eh? Huhu...

January...

For lovers out there...

Jangan Kau Berputus Asa - Spider

Gerbangmu terbuka mencabarku
Melangkah menurut rasa rindu
Biarpun nanti
antara kita ada yang mungkin terkorban
Biarpun nanti
kita terhukum kerana melanggar kebiasaan

Cinta tak pandang tak kira siapa
Ia kan mencuba
Selagi mana pencinta terdaya menahannya
Dia kan dicuba

Sebelum gugur tercalar jiwa parah
Jangan kau gugurkan air mata
Sebelum putus tali Tuhan Yang Esa
Jangan kau berputus asa

Nadamu menangis menggugatku
Dekati dirimu yang ku rindu
Biarpun nanti
antara kita ada yang mungkin menyesal
Biarpun nanti
kita terpaksa membayar harga yang tak setimpal

Jangan kau berputus asa
Jangan kau berputus asa

*song from cerekarama 'Kasih...Rela Ku Pujuk'

The one i owed...

He tagged me:

4 Jobs:

1 pelayan/waitress (?) kat restoran; while waiting for my O Level results (and boy, was i rich then. $50 a day, 6 days per week!)
2 freelancing as a typist when i was unemployed for more than a year.
3 DBS Bank for a year plus. The job was stressful!
4 my current job; finance officer for the government office.

4 Movies that i like:

1 Legends of the Fall
2 Sepet
3 Batman Begins
4 LOTR, TTT, ROTK

4 Places I've lived :

1 Balam Road; one crowded flat with 10 members of the family.
2 Bedok
3 Simei, current place
4 Simei gak (sebab tak gi memaner lagik, huhu..)

4 Favourite TV Series :

1 CSI
2 Desperate Housewives Season 1 & 2
3 American's New Top Model
4 Grey's Anatomy

4 Places I've Been On Vacation :

1 KL
2 JB (vacation gak ler kan?)
3 Penang
4 Australia

The 4 blogs I visit daily :

1 Bayah
2 Atenah
3 Mak Andeh
4 Digital Fhoto Jeritan Jiwa

4 of my Favourite foods :

1 Sambal tumis udang/petai/telur (apa2 yang bubuh dalam sambal tumis lah, heh!)
2 Nasi Goreng Ayam
3 Spagetti
4 Macaroni Goreng (especially the one cooked by my SIL, pedas tapi sedap!)

4 Places I'd rather be :

1 With him
2 Cuti2 tepi pantai
3 Faraway from here
4 Anywhere with him

4 albums i can't live w/o :

(With my iPod, any songs will do)

4 vehicles i own :

1 Mitsubishi Lambda (huhu..)

Just one.

4 to tag:

Any 4 of you..


Done.

Console me..

Is it better to have more money but to still be in (heavy) debts

OR

To have less money but lesser debts too?



Humor me, please. Heh.

Hush, hush...

You will know it. Not now. But soon.

But surely, you will know it. Then.

Soon.

As at now, everything is a hush, hush...


Shhh..