Feeling.

Indifferent. That's how i feel these past 2 days.

It's like;

1)i don't care anymore.

2)nothing matters anymore.

3)couldn't care less.

4)i have given up fighting.

5)there's nothing more to wake up for. Or to even think about.

6)no dream will come true anymore.

7) and this is it. Nothing more, nothing less.


And this scare the shit out of me. I had felt this way before. And i know how things can go when i'm feeling this way. But deep down, i could feel that this is temporary. And it won't last long. That's what i keep telling myself at least.

For now, maybe i need to be on my own. Maybe it's those words. Or maybe i'm just giving up already. Or maybe...

Nothing matters anymore...?

*sigh*